So, I fucked up again. I was talking
with someone and didn't realize that I was upsetting and offending
her. To Liberty I truly do offer my apologies. I had no right to
make your day worse, and would take back those words if I could.
And as an extension, to everyone I have
ever failed, hurt, upset, angered, let down, offended, creeped out,
or have otherwise made your life a less happy and positive place to
be, I apologize as deeply as I can. I have been stupid, clumsy,
blind and ignorant, but have always done my best to act without
malice.
There are lots of you out there, I
know. Some I am not even aware of. But those I am aware of include
Andy, Mary, Lauren, Derrick, Wayne, June, Dene, Bob, Casey, Marcy...
the list seems to go on the more I think of it. All of you people I
have failed in my life, all of you people that deserved better of me.
I will try to give better, but let's
face it, these are mistakes I will make again. Words I will say that
I will not understand until too late are hurtful and wrong. Choices
I have made to speak or act, when silence or stillness would have
been better. Decisions I have made not to speak or act, when words
or deeds would have been better. From all of you, I ask forgiveness, but understand if you choose to withhold it.
Maybe, someday, I'll get it right.
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